Currently Listening Dear Diary, My Teen Angst Has a Bodycount By From First to Last Emily. see related

well...

i don't find the real meaning for me to go on this anymore.i mainly go on myspace and aim.and i have realized i need a big life change.i try to change and then when i'm so close that i can almost reach it, something fucks up and i go back to old ways.i've realized that i let anything stop me and then i don't know where to turn so i go with what i'm used to.so my hair has changed dramatically and i can't wait until i dye it bleach blonde and then get bleach blonde and black coon tails.

recently i have experianced love and loss.it was so amazing the three months i had with this boy and how happy i was everytime i saw him.i remember feeling his arms around me and the scent of his shirt.and then when i got all caught up in love,we broke up.i think that was probably the saddest thing that has ever happened to me.but now i've found someone new who likes me for me and not my looks and understands me and i completely understand him,sure it's only been like a week, but that isn't bad.& recently i've had this feeling that me and him are going to last a long time.

i've realized that i prettymuch ignore xanga now.

myspace is where it's at bitches.